I can sympathizes with the doctor when he was talking to him self in the time crash episode; And I quote "You know when I first started out I was always trying to be old grumpy and impotent we all do it when were young. I did it and I wish I never had. I grew up too fast from never having a loving full family. I don't have family know and All I have is myself no one els is there to help me. I'm on my own. I hate it that it has come to this. But I saw it just as the Doctor did with his own dealings. I would do any thing ......ANYTHING to go back a re-live those days; Because my best days are behind me and I have no one to follow or lead me As it has been since the beginning. I'm the last theres no one left. It is not what we have done but what we will do in life. Sorry I rambled on there for a moment. If I could I would change the world for the better but I am not and will never be given that kind of opportunity. My mind is one that will never be seen by other people. For now one wants to see what is inside. I'll do everything for others and nothing lasting will ever happen to me thats good. I am a man out of time. A knight in a time when Knights are hated for there good doing. I will never have any peace or love in my life time for I'm not wonted by man or woman. What I am is an enigma something that people don't understand and wont. I genius that will never be seen. Even if I have the answers to all life questions no one would listen. So I'll keep living life as I have before with nothing to go to. No one to go to; And good things will keep happening to people that lie and cheat. Life needs not men of valuer and knightliness but a man that fight for himself in the Shroud of a white knight of good; And I will keep getting the bad end........ever time.